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my holidays are coming up. if you can still call them. 'holidays' that is. i recently realized, that there's always some fear of the holidays. and it's true. i fear the staying home. the loneliness. the companionless time. and it is the main reason why i don't stay at home. i just hate it.
and there's tomorrow. it doesn't seem like it's going to be any other different from any other days. it is sad.
there's something i really want. something that i'm prepared to go through anything to get. to brave my darkest fears. to do anything for it. never have i know such yearning. such longing. and yet, there it is, just out of grasp. it pains me, tearing at me.
and the worst thing is, i don't know what must i do to get it.
if there is one thing in my whole life i want, it's to be next to you.
it hurts.
there's no one to turn to. none.
There's so much to lose
Yet so much more to gain
And if I could, choose the world around me
The world I'd choose would all revolve around you
So help me complete the game inside me
And help me to mend to mend this fragile heart.
Loneliness is always looking for a friend
It found me once and it has been around since then
Loneliness is never waiting by the door
It sweeps right through and it will never be ignored
Why, why was I chosen?
Why am I left without?
The Love of my life, the love that I need
The love that they say is in life for free
The love of my dreams, the love that I want
Loneliness knows me by name
Loneliness knows everything I keep inside
My endless thoughts in the silence of the night
Loneliness is the one who made me see
Aint nobody else who can make a change but me
Why, why was I chosen?
Why am I left without?
The Love of my life, the love that I need
The love that they say is in life for free
The love of my dreams, the love that I want
Loneliness knows me by name
Less is more and that would be the vacant space
The cried out tears and a never ending maze
I have found what only loneliness provides
A strength within knowing I will find
The love of my life, the love that I need
The love that they say is in life for free
The love of my dreams, the love that I want
Loneliness knows me by name
The love of my life, the love that I need
The love that they say is in life for free
The love of my dreams, the love that I want
Loneliness knows me by name
Quote -blah Song - Rule the World Best movie watched so far - Charlie Wilson's War Latest movie watched - Charlie Wilson's War Person i'm looking 4 - xoxoxo Likes - GOD, friends, computer Enjoys - dancing, music, drama, cycling, fishing, bowling, lan Anime - blah TV show - blah
